Three years since I posted and I have remarried, lost my job and now we are building a house and selling two townhouses.  A lot has changed but not a lot has improved on my physical well-being.  I have tried watching what I eat, calorie counting and working out.  Each time I do it for a few weeks and see no changes and get discouraged and quit.

In 2007 I weighed 112 lbs (I am 5'-0" tall) and was a size 3.

Now in 2013 I am 40 and now weigh 138 lbs and am a size 9/10.  I am disgusted when I look at myself in the mirror.  I am frustrated but have started drinking more water, doing the treadmill again and eating lots of veggies and fruit.  At this point I am done caring about weight for physical changes.  I am doing it to just be healthy.  If my body changes then its a bonus.